On Being Emotionally Haunted by One’s Past

This lecture in the series Remembering and Forgetting is presented by Matthew Ratcliffe, discussing the broader conception of human emotional experience through the lens of being haunted by one’s past.

What is it to feel emotionally haunted by something? Talk of being haunted is commonplace in everyday life and also in literature. However, the relevant experiences have been neglected by philosophers working on emotion. In this talk, I will focus on what it is to be haunted by our past—by something we did, something that happened to us, a time in our lives, or who we once were. I will suggest that it is a matter of feeling unsettled by the indeterminate significance of something in our past. We sense that whatever happened or may have happened retains the potential to take on a more determinate significance that would somehow undermine who we are now. I will conclude by situating haunting within a broader conception of human emotional experience, one that emphasizes the themes of dynamism, indeterminacy, and self-integration.

  • Speaker

    Matthew Ratcliffe is Professor of Philosophy at the University of York, UK. His work addresses issues in phenomenology, philosophy of mind, and philosophy of psychiatry. He is author of the books Feelings of Being: Phenomenology, Psychiatry and the Sense of Reality (Oxford University Press, 2008), Experiences of Depression: A Study in Phenomenology (Oxford University Press, 2015), Real Hallucinations: Psychiatric Illness, Intentionality, and the Interpersonal World (MIT Press, 2017), and Grief Worlds: A Study of Emotional Experience (MIT Press, 2022).